Interesting info. I can relate to those feelings. It can best be described as excitement to be at a fun party, mixed with an overwhelming feeling of angst. (as an example) Going to look up this other chemical release that you mention.
Sounds like you're an "anxious introvert" Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! Found it! Acetylcholine. The drug of choice for introverts! Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
Bw/S, I can't speak for others but I make it a personal forum policy to have an extremely short memory. That incident is already forgotten in my mind. All that matters to me is what you do moving forward.
OK. Fair enough. You've made a good argument for accommodating personality types. I guess I'm one of those 'mild' introverts who doesn't mind background noise.
Yea, that makes sense. It's weird because I have a lot of good friends, but thinking about it, they have to initiate. lol All relationships with me tend to be initiated by others. This isn't to say I'm not a caring friend, but I tend to not initiate. Same with adding people to FB, etc. People sometimes think I'm being aloof, but I'm just an introvert. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! Thankfully, people must think I'm worth getting to know, so people initiate a lot with me. ha This is the first neurotransmitter discovered in 1921. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
So, you didn't believe me? http://sciforums.com/threads/really-happened.161947/ How many others don't believe me?
What difference does it make? Having one thing you say doubted as to its reality or veracity and being generally disliked are two separate issues, neither of which amounts to persecution, or justifies lashing out at random people without provocation.
I don't even know - and, frankly, my dear, can't bring myself to care - what you're on about. You have strange ringing in your ears. I have four thousand crickets playing in mine, pretty much all the time since chemotherapy ten years ago. It doesn't cause me to go around telling everybody to go fuck themselves.
I feel like this thread has morphed into a confessional. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
Father forgive me for I have sinned. I had lust in my heart for Beer w/Straw even though she is bonkers for aliens. Shall I say 3 Hail Marys and repent?
Dear diary, I tried to make a thread that would stay on topic, but it failed again. Someday, I will post a thread, that stays (somewhat) on topic, and it will be a special day, indeed.
Dear Wegs, Have you ever wondered why staying on topic is important to you? (If it's any consolation, your threads may wander all over the place, but people stay engaged for pages and pages, while anything i start dies in three posts or less.) I have no reason to think you would lie. I have no reason to think you wouldn't lie, either. But, on balance, I'm inclined to think you wouldn't post such a lie - or at least most people wouldn't, though I can think of a few who would and some who might, in certain circumstances; then again, i don't know how badly you crave attention. Well, in fact, really, I don't know you from one of those anonymous pictures of happy people in magazine ads.... OWTH! Yes, I'm sure you're not lying. OK?