Huh?

"The basic rule of thumb is supposed to be to not do things that bring the cops to site ownership's door."

Tiassa

Didn't that change, the basic rule of thumb, when Russians killed people in Ukraine? I don't think I'm supposed to quote from locked threads, but hey, get killed by a Russian bomb, haled into a mass grave and not even having the option of killing yourself.

Just because I started a thread with the title "suicide" wont make it unproductive.

I wanted to know about chemical reactions. The Ukrainians just died without a choice.

Is there some perfect world you wish of? Does your hope for humanity increase by locking my thread?

 

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I've given Bw/S a pass before for his constant attention-seeking talk of masturbation, coupled with his objectification of women as sex objects, but suicide trolling crosses a line I've never seen anyone cross before.

Playing the "suicide card" to get attention is the lowest of the low. Posting a recipe for suicide is where he hit bottom and started digging. What a terrible person.
I reported it in the hopes that it would immediately get locked up so as to discourage such egregious trolling.

Beer w/ Straw is a contributor to the reputation SciFo has as a haven for immature trolls. He goes to the very top of my 'ignore forever' list.
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So, some geezer over the internet doesn't like me.

Put me on ignore and be proud.

 

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i read the thread once it was closed

at first i thought
oh this is beer with a straw reaching out for help(i was wondering how quickly i could give you some advice)
then i continued reading and realised it is beer with a straw trolling the subject of suicide to talk about something else

bad form

i was suicidal back in late October
didnt tell anyone
was deciding what to use
& then luck smiled on me enough for me to reach out to mental health services in time to get put on meds

didnt tell my psychiatrist i was suicidal either.
didnt tell my doctor
didnt tell anyone

now im on anti psychotics and anti depressants & have anti anxiety meds

this is the only web site and only location where i have said i was suicidal.
i was roughly 2 weeks away from killing myself
i had set a date
knew what i was going to use had that sorted
was thinking about how clean it would be for my family

thankfully i got help in time through self referral to mental health services
then about 5 days after i started medication i won an out of court settlement for 10k us$ in lost wages
which ive been spending on my recovery.

soo
im keenly aware of such subjects and have a desire to try and help those genuinely in need of help.

 

OK
as/re suicide
imho
anyone who has not contemplated suicide is gifted by a total lack of introspection.
but then
We have responsibility:
Who is gonna clean up the mess?

 

i have
big mess
picking pieces of skull and brain matter off furniture & scrubbing the blood out of the walls.
took me 2 weeks to clean the room, rip out the carpet & burn some furniture that was beyond saving
then spent another week going over it again looking for things i missed
spent around 3 weeks cleaning a lounge covered in blood and brains and bone fragments
wiping down dozens of books to wipe the blood off and not damage the books
a book case was right beside them i think they used an explosive round 308 round customized with dynamite tip possibly

still haunts me a bit

 

Nice that SciForum engages in bright side of life and its members are not restricted to dull esoteric abstract contemplations

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In attempt be relevant and scientific is the idea cannabis from yeast:

https://www.futurity.org/cannabinoids-yeast-thc-cbd-1996952-2/#:~:text=Yeast can make marijuana’s valuable ingredients 1 CBD,drug factories. ... 3 A tough challenge.

A long time ago I inquired about this on a home brewers forum and managed to get myself banned in one post. No shirt off my back and since and since Amazon isn't giving away high tech laboratories at bargain prices thought to drop the idea.

This forum, however, I valued enough to contact a mod for help in getting a new PC logged in.
If this is even being attempted and marijuana legalized, which in my country it is, it is inevitable. Which is why posting that video of the guy making an ethanol sugar wash with wine yeast is relevant.

And lumping cannabis, ethanol and diphenhydramine hydrochloride altogether with suicide more relevant, I think, but I should have used the word: death.

I was however pondering suicide, but told the police that showed up at my door that if they could tell me the meaning of life and a billion dollars things would be cool. This has to do with things concerning seeing my father, who knows he is worth more dead to me than alive, wanting to pay off my student loan so I can easily re-apply, who also bought me the new PC.

Plus the hate in my heart probably had something to do as well.

I have, however, figured out the meaning of life

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And have regained my faith

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The idea of carbonating, say a double chocolate stout, fun. I wish I could turn water into weed as that'd be awesome. I know many people who use it just like alcohol and the and the whole idea seems stupidly religious.

I know I'd be holding people's lives in my hands if I attempted to make my own alcoholic beverage and I know these chemicals would come into contact with each other. I'm not a total moron, it says right on the box "Avoid alcoholic beverages." Yet, I am more concerned with the boiling point of methanol.

The ideas seem very fun but I want to be sure of myself first.

:EDIT:

I know it's a picture of the last supper but it also means I can cure lepers so to say. That's if and only if alcohol and weed

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is the solution to all of life's problems. This is a science forum and if we could cannabis from wine yeast as easily as that guy got ethanol, we could greatly affect the lives of millions.

 

What can I say, I'm an attention seeker.

 

what i recently discovered(2 months into my diagnosis and mental health assistance) was my best friends daughter had attempted suicide several times and my best friend had been fighting to save her life over the space of several months.

myself 1st to survive
you have to put yourself 1st in many aspects to maintain health, physical and mental so its a nasty round-a-bout there with all sorts of issues that interlink.
people who commit suicide do not do so as a selfish act, they often appear to be quite the reverse of selfish people.

soo "myself first"
stands out to me as a concept that rings a few bells on many different levels to many different people.

and again
attention seeker seeking help
or attention seeker seeking activity for the ego(inner self)

to get help one must seek attention
&
be selfish(to some concept of twisted thinking)

im glad you managed to find a path for yourself amongst the chaos and noise.

it is very depressing and stressful being around someone who is near the end of their life through sickness
or being around dying people and elderly people without having certain personality attributes.

im lucky to have spent some time around people who can cope with such things and i have attempted to learn their skill sets from them for coping with psychological and emotional high stress and trauma.

my childhood was very active with high highs and low lows and a parent who was plagued by mental health issues and high stress so my own childhood has many triggers in it which puts me in a high risk group.

as much as we often do not wish it
words can have great power
and some people can be easily put into difficult positions.

conversely it can be very stressful to be able to conceptualize another persons position in life
soo being aware of those impacts on others can its-self be additional stress needing additional coping mechanisms.

im glad you have found brewing
im allergic to beer and wine LoL
i would quite like to make a still if i had the right space
im lucky i do not suffer from alcohol addiction so it would be a scientific hobby for me.

right now i have the mental image of the scars on my friends daughters forearms that she showed me from several attempts.

i have a few mental images of stuff like that, that makes me take a moment.

 

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Well, if at first you don't succeed... Try, try again.

Referring to that personal wellspring of tenacity or determination in getting a "recipe" posted (that lacks precise ingredient measurements). Not to repeat suicide attempts, death, etc.

Maybe just don't affix any purpose slash consequences to this "combination" at all. "Hey, I came across this funny formula or remedy. Can anybody tell me what it's for?" (Accompanied by a naïve halo emoticon.)

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Very recent read cannabis linked to suicide

Even more recent suicide now the 2ñd leading cause of death in America

Why don't you sell America to Mexico and at least get something for it before Mexico takes it over anyway

Keep Alaska to live in and Hawaii to holiday in

Give up being the world's policeman on patrol. You were not very good anyway

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If you're meaning I may wield the powers of the force like Jesus Christ to heal lepers, you'd be right.

 

I somehow take comfort in that you'd seem to have this be a political question.

 

Nooooooo stay on track

Suicide is topic (?), having many possible reasons and placing it in a mix of personal / social / weak medical problems

Will make medical community more involved as Public demand (mostly American public) plus politicians (again American) medical community solve the problem

At same time asking (telling / demanding) medical community solve the problem whilst creating more of the problem, public demanding cannabis be legalised and politicians obliging

Where is that mythical Benevolent Dictator when you need one? One who will relieve you of all personal responsibility

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Medical professionals have beaten you to the finish line

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ideologies & morals & laws are inherently political key subjects

just like legalizing the production of alcohol including its storage




who or what is the subject ?

reads like your giving the mods the middle finger because you have not posted anything saying you understand.
looks like you dont understand or are unwilling to.

 

I just decided to roll the dice on this one. Even with pondering the risk of getting permanently banned.

 

flaunting salaciousness ?

what type of reader were you hoping for ?
technical & informed . . . ?