desert desolation parches the spirit of man the mind turns inward to find the fractal beauty of patterns island woodlands waterfalls and beaches lets the mind celebrate the world that abounds with life the spirit of man is heard in their music and measured in adversity. which would you choose the country or the city? www.angelfire.com/md2/customviolins/island_or_desert.WMA performed by Don Hakman
You've pumped your lies into our minds through visions beautiful and kind, that seep through every pore of me and cloud my eyes so I can't see the truth of the evil that you do and all the shit you put us through. But your visions are wearing thin and I can now see all your sins. I can see that you are wrong, and you've been corrupt for so long. Now the time is coming near when everyone will see it clear. Your time on top has come to close. You'll fall as fast as you once rose. Goodbye USA.
back track - by zonabi space exploration in this chaotic nation will never last its expected duration- unless we acknowledge the unknown. we cannot pursue into further depths until we finish cleaning all of our mess we speak of advancement, we speak of evolution. but we never speak of the evil dissolution. it abounds the earth in many shapes and forms, and stirs the seas with un-noticed storms. set sail with me into the abyss of humanity as we try to explain the world's mindless vanity. sinful indulgence or unknown origins, we search for the time where it all begins. four corners pointing to the ends of the universe i speak to thee when you hear my verse. (C) 2003
~A Siren Sings of its Own Song~ hate fear spite and vengance from me as the worms from a corpes they shall grow as the farmers plant life with sweat and with seed all of these i shall sow humanity my field that i work words are my shovel and ho i plant fear into your soul and hate into your eyes tending working dilligantly with love i bring your demise without even realising it you succomb to me lovingly and willingly just as the lies i weave my words a siren song curopting you to believe look upon your fellow men tell me what do you see? where before you knew of kindness now only misanthropy i tell you turn again to them tell all nations of this song spread the reach of these words have them sing along submit them all to my own will have them say the same lie all of mankind united brought together to die
In my creative writting class the teacher decided to have us write about something very difficult and gave us a topic. This is probably the most disturbing poem I've ever written once you realize what it's about. --------------- The Gardner --------------- Sheets of glass cover our little world We can see out, they can see in Storms rage and fires burn All we knows is warmth and light The gardeners comes in from the cold Their whites coats cleaned for the day Their gloves go on, afraid to touch Afraid of pricking their bare hands The supervisor sits in a chair At a desk away from it all As long as we're here That's all he cares When we get older we leave this place To belong to another, another's embrace Nearly all gardeners are happy to see us go Having survived this long, it's time to step outside the glass A gardener comes in with soil on his coat A white beard covers his face Not content with the touch of his gloves He removes them and his filth drops down The touch of his bare hands upon our leaves A feeling never experienced before, something so odd The supervisor sits in his chair, behind a wall Unaware of this gardeners methods As we get older we flourish with beauty unmatched The gardener gets anxious and takes some early Lest some other take us when we mature And leave him behind, alone in with his soil By night they are taken, exposed to the world By day they are here in our protected lair The supervisor takes role and knows nothing's amis But as they get older there is something wrong Their leaves aren't as green as all others are Their petals aren't red, more pinkish and drab The water sits, too distracted to drink Soon they will wilt, their horrible fate Too soon they were taken, too soon they die The gardener offers nothing to comfort The loss felt by others, too busy he works Looking to find another to take it's place. We're too scared to speak Too young to understand He's too old to change They're too blind to see
The first verse is terrible but I never came up with a way to restate it and generally don't rewrite my work once it's complete as it's a snapshot in time. I wouldn't want to change it any more than I'd want to photoshop an old picture. The rest of it is good. -------------- The End -------------- The pains of birth pushed me to the sky My viens emptied and my skin fell deep The rain that carved eternal tears down my sides Mountains and valleys formed after years of uncertainty Now waters flow from sources unseen. Etching wrinkles over time Birds flying overhead keeping me company A halo of colors telling me everything is okay Dark clouds drift by giving life freely Millions of creatures take a sip Only if man were rain would they ever Get a glimpse of all I have to offer I was here before man knew how to speak I was here when they learned to write I was here when they walked right by I hold on as they try to destroy For years they came and went Taking for granted all I have to offer Never stopping to smell the heliconias Or observe the gilded swordtail It cost nothing for me to come to be It cost millions for man to destroy what I am I offered them food but they desired their own I offered them shelter but they desired their own Never content with what can be had for free Considering money the only thing of value The clouds are lifting and my halo is gone The bright sun shines over a cloudy condition I hear a loud noise and pain shoots through me A loud crash silences a thousand voices Never heard by those that silenced them A shout of victory over an ancient tree that resisted A thousand fires came and went A spark from the heavens to renew me This fire will not cease, burning day and night To destroy my trees that they may grow their own As a son stives to overpower his father Men build concrete fortresses to the sky Thinking themselves mightier than who created I shake and they build again in defience. Water flows through every pore Through mine water renews again and again Through theirs, pure water goes in, poison comes out They have defeated me, I cannot clean this mess I grow sick but they're too blind to see I am hungry but they're too busy to care They have salted my soil with their wretched ways They have ******** my blood with their greed Now they are sick, the sky is not clean The water they drink cannot be cleansed The food they eat is contrary to nature They are never filled and desire more Soon I am naked but they still want more I have nothing more to offer so they look to the stars They see a red planet and seek to go there That planet is dead, at one time more dead than even I They have destroyed me and yet are under delussion That they can build another which has never been as I was I would have helped them long ago I would But the resources that would carry them are no longer Long ago man looked at wonder into heaven At the stars thinking they one day would travel They strived for years and hope nearly become reality But now they can never and their hope is dispair They die in a ceaspool of their greed The destruction they caused to me will now be their own As I rid myself of this human infection One day I will be reborn. But one day, they will not.
my poem The truth In the eyes of an addicted man I saw the truth about everyman Cry cry Tears wash your eyes Die die Whatsha living for My my Life was useless too Say say That's what he said Pay pay For everything you did May may It cleanse your soul Play play That’s all the children know May may Be that’s why they're happy so Lay lay All you’ve got Weigh weigh Everything's got a price Clay clay We're all just made of clay So why why Don’t you see animals discriminating Slay slay All you despise Delay delay You're destiny is coming Day day Wait and it'll come Bleed bleed It keeps you sain Feed feed On your brain Don't Try try To hide scars They they The only human left in you I I hope ive said the truth bye bye to an uncaring world
Its always better on the other side There’s bodies for the taking, Honey for the making You wana be tom waits, But your too young. So throw me away, Grab the green next door, Close your eyes against the plastic. Don’t squeeze too hard, The dream might burst And then where will you be, Just one more lone some soul
Arise sweet heart, from coffin far below. Come back to me, so then I will know. That this is why; that this was how. So I will know that this is now. Come back to me so I can see. So I can breathe and at last be free. Arise from your sweet, silent, eternal rest. Come back, come back into my chest.
A shadow of a doubt they came they saw they bore dismay of an innocence lost they prayed they swore they turned away cerebral holocaust from the pits of hate they came the neutered and the spayed they marched towards their fate the same betrayers and betrayed welcome to this nightmare with this bitter sleeping pill of little men with little dreams of little things that kill a plague of darkness to the end within to without generation skitz my friend the shadow of a doubt. ScRaMbLe 2004
Save Me Here I lay as your senseless servant accommodating your every move. The promiscuous insight continues and I laugh uncontrollably. Tears make my ocean. I drift for endless days... desolate; yearning for injustice. He thinks I am a fool. I will kneel down as words flow out of the pure lips he kisses her with. The disposition changes and as it continues to do so I loose the morale. Life will reciprocate over time You will question and realize that I am unconventional and a dreamer In the middle of the ocean hoping and praying someone will come to save me.
Love's Fall BY Sargentlard *insert crowd cheering noises* Danced the dance of most sinful content To wrapped pleasantly in mornings shawl Righteous lust to mournful resent Ecstasies extreme but never love's fall Highest peak of Earth's design To deepest chasms of man's heart Great statues of equestrian splendor To piquant portraits torn apart Arcadian allure of humanity's kiss To decadent, delicious Satan's bliss Braved the tough, seen bravest of them all Heard the sweetest of the sirens, never being their fall These hands traversed the land with the companion of sight But never loves fall, but never in loves spite Never loves scorn, never its discord Never its hate, never its resort Never its comfort, always fear of sorts In the wonders may come, in those that flee Never love's hand, never with thee Whats a mans worth, through pain I know Whats a mans value, through heart I wait to see and know All that eludes me, in loves domain All the deludes me, through the eyes of pain Her hand possibly waits, this being however stalls Ecstasy driven quandaries But never loves fall.
As it was, as it is, as it may Twelve o'clock, fixated on the beautiful game. Two stinging noises, back to back, the phone. Hello What are you doing? Thinking about about causing you pain Stop playing I am serious Twelve fifteen, I'm heading to cause pain She told me she wants to see a movie. But you see, This is a man's world This is a man's world Sing it James.... You see man made the car To take us over the road This is a man's world Head and hat tilted, I suck on the deadly poison for it darkens my lungs and clouds my head Tonight is not a night for thoughts. Sing it James, This is a man's world.... A slender, curvy figure drapped in a skirt the puritans would behead for wearing... A shirt, unbuttoned up to the middle of the chest. Nipples almost in view... And you claim to want to watch a movie? I"ll play along... This is a man's world... Moving the waists enticingly, bending over to reveal the nothingness and the plumpness that bewitch me. Cloud my head more, cloud my head more. Slowly, deliberately, confidently, skillfully A hand slides through the hair, another traverses the contours of a warming neck. Kisses placed here and there, warm air breathed hear and there... She wants it; she warms to the touch; she presses on me... This is a man's world! This is my world! And in here, I own you. Pleasure is pain Concentrate and attempt to anticipate the pain Feel the initial blow Sleep through the bulk of the feeling As I kiss and caress that soft, skillfully woven body. Shhhhhhhhh Be a good girl The pleasure is in the pain Listen and feel my tongue, warm to it and feel me Shhhhhhh Expect three quick hints of pain; Accept them Anticipate them Feel the high and sleep with the low. Pleasure is pain Doesn't my caressing hand feel more sensual? Warm to it, your senses are heightened. My mind is clouded. Shhhh This pain is pleasure. The cold wind blows on my face as I suck on the dark clouds The movie was perfect, but I saw none of it. She will heal and tommorow she will beg for the pain. I will want the movie. This is a man's world!!!! Sing it James.
If i was you i'd be happier than I am not now i could know why you said that why you went home and why you come across so ugly i could slap myself in the face perhaps smell some coffee empathy would be sympathy for you
"Grab your bulletproof vest nigga cause its gonna be a long one. Now me and Quik gonna show you niggas what it's like on this side the real side. Now, on this ride there's gonna be some real mutha-fuckas and there's gonna be some pussys. Now the real niggas gonna be the ones with money and bitches the pussys are gonna be the niggas on the floor bleedin'. Now everybody keep your eyes on the prize cause the ride get tricky. See you got some niggas on your side that say they're your friends but in real life they your enemies. And then you got some mutha-fuckas that say they your enemies but in real life they eyes is on your money. See the enemies will say they true but in real life those niggas will be the snitches, its a dirty game y'all. Y'all got ta be careful about who you fuck with and who you don't fuck with cause the shit get wild y'all. Keep your mind on your riches, baby keep your eyes on your riches." im lost in a world with no plan tryin to live life flawless things changing everyday times movin fast how long will i last i laugh, things still seem the same, its base, underneath i see no changes so much trouble in the world, cant nobody feel my pains it gives me strength and at the same time pray it doesnt remain everything comes to those who hustles while he waits,so im movin faster & my mind i left how does it begin? growin older colder and colder after all i been thru its hard to see truth but easier to see a lie became more cruel with no care its easier to be truer was hyper as a kid, cold as a teenager on my mobile callin big shots on the scene major lost my mind followin a heart of gold thats cold and well hidden, comin bak worse than i was b4 to the world i say fuck it peace out later a sick-cess no longer livin in fear my pistol close in hand convinced this is my year like i'm the chosen man drinkin liquor no pain, no smile lookin back to past memories thats hard to remember its gone the hurt comin it lets me know im still livin what doesnt kill me makes me stronger? this life has got me catchin up to God quicker who would figure that all I need was a hair trigger semi-automatic Mack 11 just to scare niggaz keepin no friends, not even aquaint ences just a bunch of muthafuckas that all feel the same we're all ghosts walkin thru the killin fields & my essence still remains unchanged im lost and not knowin, scar'd up but still flowin, energized and still goin' rollin so in it is it fate that makes me break on these jealous ass cowards cuz they evil and fake it ain't right parasites snakes and fleas crawlin suckers duck and get busted no emotion my devotion is handlin my business keep on coastin the futures in my eyes cause all I want is cash and thangs a five-double-oh - benz flauntin flashy rings, bitches pursue me like a dream been know to disappear before your eyes just like a dope fiend it seems my main thang was to be major paid the game sharper than a motherfuckin razor blade say money bring bitches, bitches bring lies one nigga's gettin jealous, and motherfuckers died aint nothing more than i despise than a coward and liar die adversity makes for ambitious wishes to rise above the coming tides what will it take? to get them off my case these bitches aggravate my emotions is like my riches, and within the beast awaits i've drowned suffocate and came back replaced one side free and the other caged i havent changed, only my perspective of the situations that takes place actin according to what they made gave em a beaten let me start again i have no friends and every breath i breathe will be another moment ballin as g they say i'm heartless, but thats regardless eternally i live in sin until the moment that they let me breathe again when will it end? take a look inside the hearts of men.
Doubt I'm teetering on a hair-thin string wishing you'd pull me down This strange feeling has me feeling down Where, where, where? how, how? when, when? why? You must be there when I say so You must allow me to be there when I choose to I'm jumping on the rope, yet it holds I'm biting on the rope, and it kills my teeth I'm screaming but you enjoy my screams A smile is all it takes, and yet dutifully, you frown Pull me down into the abyss of your hate For on this thin pedestal, my fear of heights is getting the better of me What a strange and foreign thing, this emotion, this feeling, this... It makes me doubt me makes me fill my head with schemes of grandeur wear the crown I spitted on when I was falling with you Why must I doubt why must I trust I have lost myself and yet I'm still balanced on this rope You are falling in the lions mouth and the warmth seems embracing I can see my reflection on the whites of the mouth and it's screaming that you pull us down These focused eyes of the naive fool that was me wishes you had the love that burns within me This loving fool wishes you share the love you stole from me These tired feet wish you had the hate to pull me down Fucking images! My head is filled with dancing swirls of misty clouds caused by the fumes of your neverending capacity to elevate me when I'm up I fear I'm stuck until your unmoving body drags me down to where I belong Fucking images! Why must I distrust them?
from www.cdbaby.com/deeppossession2 "Days of the Forlorn" Lyrics Jester: I call forth the Rets from the darkness... The Rets, aahh, He was born, yes I was born, Back in the days of the forlorn,Forlorn, that means that they were all doomed, Ha, ha, ha, what for? It was part of the plague that was spreading across the lands, The people never understood that it was at my command. I am the Retsej bitch tester molestej, I cross through the dimensions and go backwards into the inception of the new type of right, Not the right or wrong that you understood previously, all along, Haaa, I was not taught the fucking things that you were taught as a child, I grew up running wild, through the fuckin' caverns, smoking upon the fuckin' dreamstate! Now the fucking days have come, the planet turns, And all the fuckin'cars are in the stars are in the fuckin' constellation Orion! Aaghh! I saw the aliens, they formed the pattern in the sky..., Aaahhh, I responded gladly, Waving my hands, Shouting for them to save me!, But they could'nt come down. They had an agreement with somebody else in my town, And I saw that motherfucker with the flying saucer the other day. Ooohhh, sometimes things get twisted, the mind is gifted, And yet you always stay possessed. I walk within the lands of the Retsej, Bitch tester molestej, Yes I always stay the possessin', Haaa, Possessin' all the human minds, Molesting all the human minds, Time after time, time after time, Blaaghhh! Nobody knows it as well as the Retsej, The dreamstated mind forms inside of the fuckin' hallucination! Now I was living in the fuckin'jungle! Tryin' to communicate with the tribal people. I thought that I could do some good upon their lands. Haa! But next thing you know the fuckin' smallpox started breakin' out! I could'nt understand why..., They said the Gods were punishing them, I knew that was a lie, With my scientific background, Ha ha ha ha!, So I fuckin' swallowed their ayuaschua! I thought it would free the fuckin' people, Cure all of their sicknesses and take away the evil...
He doesn't live like others do He can stand for hours by the window (in his dusty, tattered room with the table in the corner). He can stand like this and watch. He will not utter a word, not a syllable. He can watch the wind dance and blow the pink petals and shake the green grass, fighting to stand tall. The sky is a sad shade of gray, This means nothing to him. He is a man who puts knowledge above all else And you know, it's ok. Sometimes people wonder about people. Judge people who just live for themselves. Like they are to blame? Take this man. He doesn't know of anything else, He doesn't have anything else to live for. Sometimes people blame people. But when the torn curtains start to fade and crumble (in his dusty, unused room with the table in the corner), and the man continues to gaze past them into infinity, do you think he is searching for blame? He will wait, maybe forever? The emptiness he feels surrounds him, engulfs him. This pain is ongoing and endless. This man, he knows... Sometimes you don't have things to wait for. And sometimes, things change, The sun comes up again. Even for this man, it gets better. He is a man who puts knowledge above all else And you know, especially now, it's ok. It gets better.
blood spoiled angels dance on my shoulders, my life is your breath, my blood spoiled angels. our memories rest in the graveyards and nobody sings to our cries, my blood spoiled angels. we're trapped between the gods their kisses, their shouts play violins on our wrists. there is noone to hear my blood spoiled angels. our ash is black sculptures, and tears freeze in slow motion never reaching the end. my blood spoiled angels. -- © 2004 Avatar
