From this, again, it seems that the question is already answered: of course the self persists; none of us have any experience to indicate anything else [one caveat here: the schizoid, or any multiple personality disorder...].
well, i have PLENTY of experience which indicates otherwise--and some of it might be a "product" of what is implied in the ellipsis of the caveat (epilepsy), but neurologists assure me that there's a whole lot else going that they "haven't 'yet' identified." * (their smug confidence is only amusing when i am in the frame of mind to argue with them, and get them arguing with
one-another--i'm (smugly) confident that many a neurologist cannot identify his ass from a hole in the ground.) * IOW they have assured me that certain "experiences" i have had, and which they had
witnessed a part of could
not be epileptic in nature (by definition, w/o even needing diagnostic tools to determine such; in fact, one time 4 neurologists told me that what they had witnessed the tail end of--it had gone on for several hours--could not have been a seizure, because if it were, it would had to have concluded in
death. i was like: are you
sure about that?). not to mention countless other "instances," which simply had nothing to do with epilepsy at all.
If the self did not persist, then every day [or whatever schedule you like..] you would be a virgin experiencer; in other words, you would not know who you were, where you were, why you were there, etc., etc. [ever seen Memento?].
is the self
just memory then? i'm trying to get a handle on all the times for which i am "absent"--for anywhere from seconds to days--and i am confident that it's not simply amnesia--because i also know amnesia personally, and well, it's not that. moreover, other people assure me that i am clearly not myself during these times, but neither am i someone else, i.e. another personality. i am like a fully-functioning zombie: i can perform complex routines, i seem to know where everything is (the teapot, the tea, etc.), and i can even carry on a sort of conversation, but i am apparently not myself--according to other people--and neither is there another personality; rather, there is NO personality. and then there are those times in which i am
watching myself--and i have pretty fair recollection or memory of these instances--but i am clearly not myself
to myself, although i recognize the body.