So, I don't now what is wrong with me the older I am getting I am started to realize I am smart at some things, and pretty stupid at others. Like for example maths I can't do math (I have to cheat) and spelling and writing I write like a 5 year old, no matter how hard I try to become more intelligent to get rid of my ignorance, it seems nothing works out, so I think I might just be an idiot, I mean like mentally retarded, but I am smarter then most people (or I think I am) so I don't get it. For example: when I joined this forum a long time ago, I was a Muslim (I believed in the supernatural) however then I grow up and came to my sense and realized it was all nonsense, fairytale's but yet there are billions of humans who actually really believe in something like a God, so I am smarter then all of them. But then, I can't do math and I can't write (unless am on the computer, spell check etc) so why the hell can't I do math and I have a hard time reading, I am a slow reader too, I sometimes jumble up the order of the letters in a word. So, basically either I am an idiot or I am ignorant. Ignorance is curable, idiocy isn't. Anyone else feel the same way?