I see you don't believe in Karma, I do. moving on. you are one human being, you haven't lived in the shoes of everyone, you may family or friends that believe in the same things, I have all kinds of friends, atheists, theists. Don't you think experiences shape people? whether or not their experiences are real? Nothing is static, beliefs change, I can change too, so can you, at this point of time, with my understanding, I thought it was malicious evil forces, and I still do. Yes, I did think. thank you, don't just assume I didn't think. I sought other kinds of help before I looked towards the supernatural, and these other kinds of help may have helped for other people, it didn't help for me.