he is 5th in line of power to the new baby new baby = #1 new babys mom = #2 & #1 new babys moms mom = #3 new babys dad = #4 he is #5 so he has to mark his territory like a dog to feel he has regained his own position of superiority back baby-boomer psychology i find that baby-boomer constant need to create a toxic emotional environment to be quite draining everything is about power structures, who has control & who owns the things(materialism and material ownership & expressing that ownership by showing other people at any cost) very usa where usa is stuck currently and cant seem to get past typical versus a-typical versus A type personality versus or verses all things turn in circles when alive all life turns in circles or cycles fatalism versus fundamentalism fundamentals of thought conceptual evolutionary verbose wrote retort normalised nomadic Egos in pandemics climate change fossil fuels end of modern never ending deals materialist industrialist crustaceous curativeness boom baby boom population in doom lets not fight the system instead colonise the moon typical oh soo A-sentimentally predictable boom baby boom lets colonise the moon fossil fuels for fossil ideals pandemic lunch box happy meals everything turns on a wheel lets go get a new deal the same as the old deal & nail it to the wheel
eeewwww creepy creepsters trying to creep creeping in circles trying to jump out & intercept me to play their creepy power & guilt trip games eewwww eeewwww now they are attempting to build the guilt trip so they can assert the manipulation to win the power trip because their little creepy ambush game to assert control didn't work
in other news this is what i think covid will create a lot of by business people trying to cut costs to make more profit by stopping basic safety checks and hiring correctly qualified staff. very avoidable https://www.bbc.com/news/av/world-asia-57244173
in other news "Others close to Jolie say her family struggles have prompted her to take a more active role in changing the law's approach to custody issues." thats a tricky area of law
i hear you "why not give them the power trip when it means nothing to you?" because the power trip is the main engines for the after burners they are waiting to engage the after burners as soon as the power trip is set to normal & it s the after burners they use to deliver the end results for their egos their egos and games which they cant be honest about the scales are not balanced at the base level so adding constant increase to both sides only increases end result of scales tipping over and falling on the floor its a dysfunctional form of functionality they have normalised for over 20 years thats who they are i dont mess with that i dont try and force them to change who they are (that is essentially against my belief system) 3 years with no wall paper and no paint on plaster walls in a shower toilet trying to decide if they want paper or paint or something else as black mold grows into the walls and complaining about it not being covid sanitary not a lack of money they could afford to pay someone to paint or wall paper it but it turns out they decided they wanted some type of rare plaster gib stucco plaster finish but had never moved on from that i mentioned to them that will absorb all the water so it needs to be water proofed and they said "oh" ... now nearly 4 years left with no wall sealing in a wet room with no extractor fan & no dehumidifier...and i am patch killing toxic black mold hat is growing into the walls insanity & they will go out socialise at the country club then come back & not wash their hands when they come in or before they come in so they bring & mix anything at he country cub through the vehicle & then through the house then complain and protest if i ask hem if hey have washed their hands 30 years in the same house & they never added an extractor fan to the only shower & they never add a shower to the upstairs bathroom & black toxic mold growing on the walls of the only shower because they felt like stripping it & cant decide what to do with the walls & complaining about that shower toilet not being covid clean & not washing their hands with toxic black mold and ... toxic black mold on the laundry basket(i threw it out yesterday at my own peril) sitting up against all the clean towels stacked in the shelf Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! 6 bedroom house with only 1 shower(for 30 years) with no extractor fan(for 30 years) with no wall paper or paint ... with toxic black mold growing in the walls now she is struggling to use the shower because it is soo small i had to put the hand rail back on when she had her hip replacement done so she could get into the shower he locvked himself in a room by accident a few days ago because he doesnt know how the child proof lock works on the door then they both tell me the door is broken so dont lock it because then it wont open and im like well if it wont open then you need to not close it was it locked close or jammed closed or both they decided to argue with me by repeating the same story over and over but its the same conversation we had 2 years ago when he locked himself i the same room by accident and im like ...you want me to replace the lock ? and they are like oh a lock smith will need to do that and im like i can do it in 15 minutes & save you hundreds of dollars but a new lock and handle will cost around 200 plus lock smith you will not get change from 400$ and so i ask them you happy to spend 200$ on a new lock ? and they are like ...ummmm and they wont answer so i pull apart the lock, partially strip it oil it and show them what it is then put it back i and leave them deciding if they want to replace it even though it works fine and he is lying because of his ego and pride ad she is just going along with it to service his pride because she doesn't care about he money but needs he lock and handle to be working several times every day ...
wwweeeeeee, ....... that was a trip!............................Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
none of which i needed to know about until they involved me in it so i had to establish the facts facts are pride is the top dog & that pride is a dog but like a dog it will destroy something to avoid loosing its perceived place which is why soo many things are deliberately sabotaged right near the end because underneath it, driving it, is the need to maintain not only control, but perceived self control via the ego moving through pride as pride sits in front regardless of dancing around the pride and giving it the bone to chew on it will still seek to claim its territory even when it doesn't need to like a cat or dog destroying furniture. but my question i have not fully answered yet is any malevolent intent underneath driving a need to play the game to punish at my disadvantage i am aware of the subconscious drivers but i am not sure of the conscious drivers conscious drivers are the hard edge of actions subjectively perspectives and those playing games i was reading a Hollywood gossip magazine today fascinated how the writer posses everything creating a narrative the narrative in this case was negative & to undermine the perception of the celebrity's cognitive balance and nature of their intent of heart. even now half my mind is inside the personality of someone who was just pressing me for information information they wanted to keep themselves in their perceived position a lecturious tone of half pretend absolute logic which i can read coming out of my typing style it is part of their attempted emotional control of themself & others but i do not need to stick a stick in the spokes of their bicycle(coping with life) and watch them go over the handle bars just to service my own maligned ego
brain complex variant mix result pushes single note thought was 2 dif peoples thoughts plus food plus 1 persons drama plus 1 drama from 2 people brain says pet food motherfucker throw it out but its part trick part truth part over flow part my own drama felt sick from eating it because brain was telling me it was poison so had mild nausea for almost 2 hours afterward like getting 4yo birthday party(mud baths ball pits slime tubs crazy running around throwing things and getting dirty), prom ball of teenagers & a heavy metal band audience and mixing them all together while forcing them to wear cross dressing what i am confused about is the sound of some type of item being dropped from a meter or 2 height onto a bathroom floor in the early hours of the morning that was very odd like someone holding up a large bottle of shampoo & dropping it on the bathroom floor in the dead of night where it echoes through the entire house i didnt kill anything so what ever it is lives to haunt another day (it may be part auditory hallucination on top of hypersensitivity) doesn't change what it is example person quarter of a mile away started smoking outside their house i am inside in a different house doors closed windows in my room closed and i can smell the cigarette [other peoples drama ! ... it doesn't bother me] Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! (normal in my world is rarely the same kinda normal as the average person)
Someone poked a card with a sunflower seed taped to it through my letterbox earlier. Please grow this in your garden was written on the card. I looked out to see little kids poking them through other doors. I live In a block of flats????
Sure seed is sunflower? Might be setting you up to be raided Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
Me too (different block, probably). I had a lady knock on my door to sell me chocolate to help the Philippines. If it had been anything but chocolate... I had to use my laundry money to pay her. She suggested that if I couldn't do laundry I could use the Side A/Side B method.
I will give them the benefit of the doubt... Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! Would that be... One day wear right way, next day wear inside out?
https://twitter.com/i/status/1399313430830620675 Without parachute Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
At first I thought he was going to collect a parachute on the way down and the other 3 were his back up plan One of those would collect him if he missed picking up the chute Wonder what speed he landed at? Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
