Discussion in 'Free Thoughts' started by serenesam, Jul 8, 2018.
... desperately trying to be normal ...
seems to be a thing
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Desperately trying to be abnormal seems to be a thing as well.
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i like putin from what i see on the media
i dont know him by his policy because im not a russian
there is a little bit of interesting irony in an age that is supposedly led by media personality profile
he has easily and apparently smoothly transitioned from the old iron curtain era into the new social media profile, while maintaining the job\thats fairly spectacular considering all the other examples.
social expectation for women/mothers/fathers etc ...
on a different unrelated personal note
super duper finger cross(wishes self lots of luck)
i am so tired i am finding it difficult to try & laugh at myself
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quote of the day ?
i am supposed to be working(unpaid)
and concentrating on serious things(im not)
Bloody minded misogyny
wrapped up in personal baggage and sold as culture
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intents, types & desires can manifest as similar personality types.
humans are raised to conform to a group
there is also a innate human drive to do so.
oddly enough i was reading a wiki page on an electrical engineering grad who is now a senator
he votes the opposite way of most others on all things.
like a protest vote.
i am guessing he is a certain measure of the autistic spectrum to interact with social moral concepts that gives him a different perspective.
the irony is that because he has invented some stuff and consequently got a lot of money, his opinion is suddenly important when it comes to complex social behavious controls and civil law
interestingly enough, he is at the opposite end of the social cohesive nature of compliant group compromise.
he suggest no compromise and nothing is his responsibility, yet holds public office in a very high paid position paid by hard working class tax payers.
calling him a 80s neo-liberal ultra conservative might be a good basic label
the thing is, people attach importance based on their indoctrination & personal issues and experiences.
this board is dominated by christian religous debate and applied mathematics via engineering.
yet your question is psychology
human science is not actively discussed on this board probably for the reason some trolls do not wish to be caught out in their lies and bigotry.
and human science is not something human scientist usually discuss in public settings.
unless your selling time share self help
was 1st aid responder for heart patient suffering(some type of breathing event with chest pain breathing difficulty, steady ok pulse) feeling dizzy, short of breath mild panic attack look with asthma ...
strong family history of fatal heart attack mother AND father(both ided of heart attacks father had about 4 heart attacks the 4th one killed him the 1st heart attack his father had was around 50 years old)
he is mid to late 50s quite a bit over weight(maybe 15 kilos over weight)
possibly thyroid issues
temp was a bit warm
and i kinda felt like he probably had some type of cold virus on top of his breathing heat & stress
paramedics checked him out he seemed fairly ok ....he was admitted over night for proper tests
thats all i know about him
me the day after ...
started with stomach feeling bloated and kinda rumbly
now i feel like ive got a fever
i was thinking as i was assessing him that maybe i was a bit too close to his breathing if it might be a cold or flu virus...
glad he didnt have an asthma attack and stop breathing while i was attending.
hope he is ok
sometimes that little voice needs to be listened to
paramedics thought he probably had a chest infection(he is on heart meds, asprin & has a asthma inhaler & about 30 pounds over his rough BMI range & mostly all sitting on his stomach which increases the heart attack risk for men by factors of 100% so a chest infection can easily be suddenly fatal to such a person
I wanted to wish all my friends and fellow Sciforums members a Happy Holidays and thank you all for your kindness and support over the past few years. I hope we can all continue to grow and become better people.
some people just don't get it
they are so locked up in their own mind that they cant perceive other peoples perceptional realities.
their concept of empathy is drawn purely from a push me pull you physical attribute of physical manifestation
however, that appears to be a big flag waiver as it seems to be very close to the violence acceptance field where rash outward actions toward people are self validating based on personal emotional conditions.
i interact daily professionally with at least 5 different cultures of people (who the majority have worldly professional and social experience) all over the LGBTQ+ spectrum from Directors to manual laborers.
it is expected and normal for me to interact being culturally sensitive to at least 4 different cultures every day, sometimes 6 or soo.
diverse complex social etiquette is just another day for me.
today i will be forced by someone in a bully mentality to have them sacked and the probable loss of a fairly large contract because they just cant seem to get their shit sorted(cant switch out of the arrogant bully mind set in the office accident waiting to happen).
disclaimer, not my boss or collegeues they are a 3rd party contractor.
meanwhile their bully mind set is trying to make it all about being my fault
big ups to some sanity of happenstance or higher power
while there might be occasional scattered localised shit storms in tea cups
sanity or sheer luck has prevailed.
essentially i am a performance artist
i attempt to artistically avoid people who make a performance out of things
yes im blogging(...again because)
i am still unsure of some real core psychiatry stuff.
i have found myself unable to differentiate a boundary point between intellectual handicap like a downs syndrome mental process range and an autistic emotional personality frame work
compared to conscious malign intent of a semi/qwasi narcissistic type self motivating personality.
having read an awful lot on PTSD & behavioural development
obviously i can see the similarities between behavioral negative behavior patterns being acclimatized to fit needs for variant degrees of OCD and/or certain amount of autistic spectrum stuff...
so ... mixed in with that is the difference between conscious will to do others harm (the narcissist fully conscious)
the emotional outburst of behaviors (behavior patterns that have negative gain creating cyclic melt downs and various physical & emotional negative outcomes)
the intellectual handicap where there is a core drive like wall to behavior processing where the conscious mind simply is unable to compute the alternative conceptualization of moral code process
i suspect, childhood development of negative base core principals may build a strongly held(not non correctable)
base line which may malign the off set of the foundation of the OCD & autism to seem to be aligned with potential core negative concepts like Narcissism(the conscious will to physically and mentally wrong other people as a core drive of conscious decision)
i think i may have identified some of those childhood development negative emotional behaviour crutches
in which case thats great news, because they are easily changeable with the will to do so.
they also tend to mitigate over time with positive environmentals.
(different yet similar note Re random acts of critical outcome potential)
i was reading a news item of a 17 year old who was driving his teenage friends around and ran from the police killing someones child.
random acts of illogical risk taking behaviour is actually very normal for humans in developmental stages.
however that does not mitigate the outcomes of such incidents, be those blind rages, jumping off buildings or crossing into the traffic while driving etc etc...
there is occasional familys killed when the parent driving has seemingly just decided to turn the vehicle into the oncoming traffic
and friends and family have said there was no apparent family violence or problems
only some possible mild depression(that case i think [that 1st started me reading into it]was a mid 30s or late 20s mother driving the family, just decided that was it, everyone was going to die and steered directly into oncoming traffic ).
point is, doesn't matter how much you may feel you do not hate someone(like someone) that does not instantly mean all their actions will not have potential critical outcomes
children playing with weapons and/or dangerous behaviour etc...
blog thought finished
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