One of my biggest fears is that when I die I will not be conscious. I want to die awake, not sedated, tranquilized or god forbid anaesthetized etc. If there is an experience to be had, spiritual or just brain shutting down hallucination, then I want to be lucid and able to process the whole thing. In fact, if I'm honest, I'm quite looking forward to it. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to die, I will fight to perpetuate this life as long as possible to achieve what I may; but when it does come I plan to go humbly and hopefully with a little awe. Any thoughts anyone?