broadmindedmother
Registered Member
Here I have some questions where I really want to have an answer ( I’ve been thinking these things almost my whole life):
I saw and heard things when I was a child and teenager before they happened. Was it an angel who talked to me or was it just one other sense, which we all are capable to have if we train it? I still have some kind capability to see things before they happens. For example I always know when to push brake when I’m driving a car. I mean I know when something fore example a cat is coming on the road. I also knew both times I got pregnant that I got pregnant in that moment. I also knew that, was that baby girl or boy.
Why I don’t have that clairvoyant capability any more? Is it because I have done too much sin that God took it away or is it because a child is more open to these kind things? Or is it because I’ve used cigarettes and alcohol?
If I want, I can see peoples auras. Why is that? I don’t know how to decode those. I know for sure that it is true that I can see auras and it isn’t just my imagination. One time I was hearing in parapsychological club when a medium was speaking. Suddenly I could see everyone’s auras in the room. When I looked mediums aura, she stopped her presentation, looked straight to my eyes and said: “You are not allowed to look somebody’s aura if you don’t have permission to that.”
Sometimes I’ve talked with peoples without any words. Only with humans I think they are highly advanced. I mean that they have lived many times in our world. Don’t miss understand. I don’t think that I am highly advanced. I have to live many lives still to get enough good human.
I can always see what kind person is, just look her/he. He don’t have to open his mouth at all. I just know almost everything about his personality.
My mother can, whenever she wants, go away from her body. She haven’t done that after she found that it can be dangerous. Maybe she can’t get back to her body. Why she has this capability? Why I don’t have it?
In one theosophical conference I saw a man with bright light around him. Then I thought: “I would like to have that same light.” After few hours that man came to me and whispered to my ear: “You are going to have that light too.” What he meant? When I’m going to have that light? In this life? Do I have to do something to get that light; for example be a better person? I mean nicer to everyone and more loving?
Why it is me to have all these transcendental abilities? Why everyone else don’t have these things?
Is there any way to improve these capabilities?
I hope that this my message didn’t sound like I’m boasting my self. I think that you can understand why I really want to have an answer to these questions.
I haven’t tried these things for many years but now I’m going to start 40 days fasting. (Now some of you think that I’m crazy. But I know that body and mind have to work together.) I don’t know any other way to get my capabilities back. There have to be something else too, maybe meditation or something. I started to read again, after 10 years brake, parapsychologigal books. I hope that I find some answers there if you can not help me.
Maria
I saw and heard things when I was a child and teenager before they happened. Was it an angel who talked to me or was it just one other sense, which we all are capable to have if we train it? I still have some kind capability to see things before they happens. For example I always know when to push brake when I’m driving a car. I mean I know when something fore example a cat is coming on the road. I also knew both times I got pregnant that I got pregnant in that moment. I also knew that, was that baby girl or boy.
Why I don’t have that clairvoyant capability any more? Is it because I have done too much sin that God took it away or is it because a child is more open to these kind things? Or is it because I’ve used cigarettes and alcohol?
If I want, I can see peoples auras. Why is that? I don’t know how to decode those. I know for sure that it is true that I can see auras and it isn’t just my imagination. One time I was hearing in parapsychological club when a medium was speaking. Suddenly I could see everyone’s auras in the room. When I looked mediums aura, she stopped her presentation, looked straight to my eyes and said: “You are not allowed to look somebody’s aura if you don’t have permission to that.”
Sometimes I’ve talked with peoples without any words. Only with humans I think they are highly advanced. I mean that they have lived many times in our world. Don’t miss understand. I don’t think that I am highly advanced. I have to live many lives still to get enough good human.
I can always see what kind person is, just look her/he. He don’t have to open his mouth at all. I just know almost everything about his personality.
My mother can, whenever she wants, go away from her body. She haven’t done that after she found that it can be dangerous. Maybe she can’t get back to her body. Why she has this capability? Why I don’t have it?
In one theosophical conference I saw a man with bright light around him. Then I thought: “I would like to have that same light.” After few hours that man came to me and whispered to my ear: “You are going to have that light too.” What he meant? When I’m going to have that light? In this life? Do I have to do something to get that light; for example be a better person? I mean nicer to everyone and more loving?
Why it is me to have all these transcendental abilities? Why everyone else don’t have these things?
Is there any way to improve these capabilities?
I hope that this my message didn’t sound like I’m boasting my self. I think that you can understand why I really want to have an answer to these questions.
I haven’t tried these things for many years but now I’m going to start 40 days fasting. (Now some of you think that I’m crazy. But I know that body and mind have to work together.) I don’t know any other way to get my capabilities back. There have to be something else too, maybe meditation or something. I started to read again, after 10 years brake, parapsychologigal books. I hope that I find some answers there if you can not help me.
Maria
