July 22, 2004 - The Real Reason
- Look for the reprint of this poem and Tara's essay about this poem in the archives from October 1, 2005 at shopliftwindchimes.com.
The real reason you left is a question mark,
a comma with a crazy pause bent on gangsta lean
against the walls of my brain, an ellipsis
where every pregnant pause is abandoned.
No room is left in the well for wishes, just
enough water to be quenched
with dreams of stones
that hold water within
cemented congregation.
The reason you left is a sealed envelope,
a pot too hot to touch, a linch pin that
would crash the whole machine if I pulled it.
Why even ask for the reason?
When a chime through a litany of w's
does not count any of the ways
a mirror loves me, the number of smiles
collected in a day
like shells gathered in a pail?
Words litter the side of my bed
hollowed out on the left side.
This mouth down to my feet is
all sugar cane so the reason never mattered.
~Tara Betts
http://www.tarabetts.net
That is art I sit awe filled from.