I feel like life is never ending cycle, same thing day-in, day-out. I'm hopeful for the future, but I think it's an exercise in futility.
fucking cops. thats how I feel, they got the gun so they can do anything...Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! . Next time I meet one, I am going to spit near him.
yeah, I guess. I was like sitting watching tv on my laptop and than this cop comes along and tells me the hallway area is closed...when its always open. So he made me go away somewhere else. God, I hate cops.
...Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! yeah i guess. i don't want to end up with any bad history just bc of some nuthead. Bullets on cops:Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X14ID3zybSk
I turned 20 yesterday. Getting old. Hope I can one day see myself for what I am, rather this continuous stream of bullshit I feed myself. Ugh. I feel so fabricated. Got a girlfriend who's nutso crazy about me. To be honest, I'm feeling pretty lukewarm about the whole girlfriend thing. There's a lot of tail I'd like to be chasing, but I can't. I miss hate fucking random strangers. I miss horrible sex with drunk chicks that disgust me. Can't seem to be doing anything right. Well, maybe I'd do stuff right if I did anything, which I really don't. I need to go get lost. Instead I'm going to spend it drinking. At least I'm not drinking away the part of the day that I can't sleep away.
you like this chick more than you realise, else being with her would not stop you' hate fucking' anyone. What you dislike and find hard to deal with is liking her. Liking her means you have to stop being a fuck up and that's what you don't like about the relationship. You dislike having to feel like you should sort yourself out. Women have a knack of making men feel like they need to alter their behaviour. Whether you do or don't is up to you but you already know a change will be good for you.
It sounds like your ready to move on to harder drugs. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
My feelings tell me right from wrong and truth from error. When I’m confused I simply ask myself “How do I feel about this?” If my feeling is positive and warm and soft and lovely I know that it is true; if it is bad, and disturbing and frightening and mommy would not approve of it, then it is wrong.
Don't you suppose the same things go through the minds of rapists, murderers, thieves, etc every time they contemplate their upcoming crime? and what do you suppose THEIR answers are? Baron Max
I'm tired of studies, need a break... work, studies, taekwondo, personal studies in other sphere - too many, too few hours in a day
Call it "wishful thinking" or what have you; But I feel as though I should be absorbing more tacit and/or contextual knowledge. That is the type of knowledge that interests me the most. Usually, it is the most difficult to obtain. Today I dropped a course because I found it too mushy. I am getting to understand the meaning of love for the first time this week in my own private life. I didn't need a course to tell me. Her sweet face is my inspiration for a lot of improvements. At the core, I am still the same person though, and I wouldn't change that for the world.