gamelord
Registered Senior Member
Had a dream I was at a picnic bench. The picnic bench was a metaphor of sciforums and social media. In the dream I looked the same as my avatar. In the dream I got a message on facebook, which was somehow tied to sciforums.
The message was sent by this guy, who was bi, and just had this instant assumption he could bully me because I was bi as well. It reminded me of highschool, this kid I sat next to just thought he could bully me everyday, like he had a free ticket to because of what he happened to be in relation to me.
So he rudely posts to me demanding I give my opinion on a certain kind of pro fishing, and then throws in an insult along the lines of calling me stupid, in the general vibe of the rude american man who calls his buddies stupid and thinks that its masculine to not be phased by it.
So I researched his dumb fishing question, and I told him noone does it, and there are like 7 or 9 people in my whole state who does it, and that he is an idiot, moron, buffoon for even wanting to do it at all. Then he got up and got mad and I kept belittling his fishing idea over and over. And then all of a sudden the people at the picnic table, who represented sciforums, gave me a 3 day ban for it and did nothing to him. And then I went to discuss to the mod about about it, and then I was suddenly teleported and pushed away from the table like lag in Halo and not allowed to discuss.
This dream made me think of the unfairness of human behavoir, and unfair powerplays of humans who have power. First it always seems the victims get punished for standing up to bullies. In american school systems you often get in trouble for fighting bullies, and standing up to bullies. I was the victim of a bully, and yet because I hit him back harder than he hit me, everyone called me a monster, because I looked like a siren and was wearing clown makeup. The other thing was, after I was banned I was not even allowed a fair trial by the mods, when I went to PM them, it teleported me backwards unable to respond. I dont think human beings in general are good at making just systems.
Then the second dream I had last night, I was an old british man, miserable because I was male. I was at the store and it was a green store, like Walmart, but classy and british. And I needed a motor vehicle, and I got excited because I saw a motor powered bicycle on display. I thought it would be cheap, since it was not a motorcycle, but more along the lines of a bmx or motor bicycle. But it was 6000 dollars. I started to get depressed, mad and dejected. Then I went to walk past this random guy who had a frown on his face. And he just randomly assaulted me for no reason, and then I assaulted him back, and then I got thrown in jail and nothing happened to him. This dream reminded me of the injustices of humanity.
The message was sent by this guy, who was bi, and just had this instant assumption he could bully me because I was bi as well. It reminded me of highschool, this kid I sat next to just thought he could bully me everyday, like he had a free ticket to because of what he happened to be in relation to me.
So he rudely posts to me demanding I give my opinion on a certain kind of pro fishing, and then throws in an insult along the lines of calling me stupid, in the general vibe of the rude american man who calls his buddies stupid and thinks that its masculine to not be phased by it.
So I researched his dumb fishing question, and I told him noone does it, and there are like 7 or 9 people in my whole state who does it, and that he is an idiot, moron, buffoon for even wanting to do it at all. Then he got up and got mad and I kept belittling his fishing idea over and over. And then all of a sudden the people at the picnic table, who represented sciforums, gave me a 3 day ban for it and did nothing to him. And then I went to discuss to the mod about about it, and then I was suddenly teleported and pushed away from the table like lag in Halo and not allowed to discuss.
This dream made me think of the unfairness of human behavoir, and unfair powerplays of humans who have power. First it always seems the victims get punished for standing up to bullies. In american school systems you often get in trouble for fighting bullies, and standing up to bullies. I was the victim of a bully, and yet because I hit him back harder than he hit me, everyone called me a monster, because I looked like a siren and was wearing clown makeup. The other thing was, after I was banned I was not even allowed a fair trial by the mods, when I went to PM them, it teleported me backwards unable to respond. I dont think human beings in general are good at making just systems.
Then the second dream I had last night, I was an old british man, miserable because I was male. I was at the store and it was a green store, like Walmart, but classy and british. And I needed a motor vehicle, and I got excited because I saw a motor powered bicycle on display. I thought it would be cheap, since it was not a motorcycle, but more along the lines of a bmx or motor bicycle. But it was 6000 dollars. I started to get depressed, mad and dejected. Then I went to walk past this random guy who had a frown on his face. And he just randomly assaulted me for no reason, and then I assaulted him back, and then I got thrown in jail and nothing happened to him. This dream reminded me of the injustices of humanity.