Originally posted by Firefly
Interesting final quote.
Isn't that craving?
It depends on what your definition of the word is. I'll put it this way -- when it comes down to it, you have to want Buddha Awareness more than anything else, to where this is reflected in all of your daily actions in one way or another.
There is nothing wrong with desire in and of itself. It's being
attached to what it is you desire that you end up tripping yourself up. Attachment is ultimately the cause of all suffering. People who desire to get rid of desire put themselves into quite a quandary, because the more they try to get rid of it, the greater it becomes in their life. It's like hating hate, or fearing fear.
By my own definition, to be attached to what it is you desire is "craving." Thus, i would say it's wisest to allow yourself to desire things, but to remain emotionally detached when it comes to whether or not you attain what it is you desire.
If Buddha hadn't desired Understanding more than anything else, do you think he would have went and meditated by the river for years as he did? Why do that when he could have just stayed at his luxurious palace with his family and friends, eaten good food, and just read books and talked with traveling sages that came to visit? He would have gained knowledge and wisdom that way, but he probably wouldn't have attained the level of Enlightenment that he did. That is why the hermit dunked the man's head under water in the parable -- to let him know in that moment what it was like to want something more than anything else -- a breath of air. He was saying, "If you want to attain God-realization / Buddha Awareness, then that is how much you must want it -- more than anything else."
If Buddha had been attached to what it was he desired, he might have gotten frustrated that he hadn't gained Understanding after a whole year of meditating beside the river, and returned home.
But at the same time, it isn't necessary to go and meditate by a river or in a cave and starve for a number of years as Buddha did. Yet from what i've learned here and there, you will probably become Enlightened in solitude. Buddha was by himself beside the river meditating when the Middle Path occurred to him, though he heard voices from people on the river. Jesus went out into the desert by himself "for forty days and nights" (which back then meant "an unknown period of time") where he faced his ego in the form of temptation.
"Do not seek to follow in the footsteps of the wise: seek what they sought." - Basho
"In a place that is called alone, where you are not bombarded by Social Consciousness, when you least expect it, there shall come forth a magnificent Light. That Light will surround you, and in surrounding you, it will lift you in a state of pure love --
pure Superlove. In that state, which will seemingly be for all eternity, you will realize, not in words but in emotion, the
value of yourself in relation to the Godsource." - Ramtha