What can I say? I'm just another primate trying to reconcile what I hoped we would discover abut the universe versus what we actually did find. I was raised around para-psychological phenomena. psychics, UFO's, aliens, so I was expecting to find a universe based on consciousness, with a sense of purpose.
Everything I've ever learned about consciousness leads me to the inescapable conclusion that it is nothing more than each individual's own constantly-evolving structure for reacting to, managing and utilizing the electrochemical signals in his synapses. The fact that most of us develop a structure that is recognizably similar to most everyone else's (to the point that we've got a standardized vocabulary for analyzing and discussing it that is part of a discipline called "psychology" which is so well-respected that universities give PhD degrees in it) is merely a reminder that we all share a common ancestry so our brains are built more-or-less from the same blueprint. Other warm-blooded animals share this ancestry, although it goes further back so there isn't as much commonality, yet we can use what we learn about their "consciousness" to enhance our understanding of our own, and vice versa. Even "lower" animals (the other vertebrates as well as well as members of other phyla with clearly distinguishable brains like octopi) behave as though they have a consciousness worthy of the name and still recognizably similar to ours. Even some "lower" animals, like the more advanced arthropods, exhibit behavior complex enough to make us wonder if they too have a rudimentary consciousness.
There is no obvious need to postulate parapsychological phenomena to explain how the universe works. Except of course that some people simply don't feel comfortable with the almost certain fact that we are merely highly organized blobs of matter. Each of us "feels" special--and that feeling is merely our consciousness, plus the large unconscious part of our cognition, at work. How can something this wonderful be the result of random coincidences? These people qualify for the label "innumerate" because they cannot grasp the concept of very large numbers: the number of years the universe has been in existence, the number of planets within that universe on which life could reasonably arise, the number of different ways in which life might manifest, the number of years it takes for primitive life to evolve into sentient life capable of inventing technologies, and the number of light-years between the solar systems in which this occurs which make it incredibly difficult for one of these communities to become aware of its nearest neighbor--before killing itself off with nuclear weapons, greenhouse gases, fairytale economic systems, or Holy Books.
As a kid I was skeptical of such things, until the night I had a visitation by one of those black cloaked entities (associated with sleep paralysis). It was very real, terrifying, and exhilarating, and it changed my whole outlook on life. It changed my relationship to fear itself, it made me indomitable and bold. It made me believe that the universe did have a sense of purpose, meaning and orderliness to it.
Clearly the universe is marked by orderliness. As I've postulated many times before, the universe can be seen as a temporally and spatially local reversal of entropy (an increase in order and organization without changing the total mass and energy), which is allowed by the Second Law of Thermodynamics--so long as it is, indeed, truly
local, as ours clearly is.
But "purpose" and "meaning" are only attributes that a conscious entity
attributes to phenomena. To ascribe them to the universe is to (perhaps not deliberately) make the unsupported assumption that the universe is under the control of some cosmic consciousness that transcends the laws of nature. There are two things wrong with this reasoning. The first is that it is fallacious: beginning with the unproven conclusion that the universe does indeed have purpose and meaning, when there is absolutely no reason to believe that what we perceive as purpose and meaning is anything more than our own "constantly-evolving structure for reacting to, managing and utilizing the electrochemical signals in our synapses." We crave organization so we jump through hoops to insist that it exists, on the flimsiest of premises. Everything we observe about the universe is explainable by the laws of nature, even the Big Bang. Although my own explanation is not the most popular one, it works.
The other thing wrong with it is that postulating an entity external to the universe is a second logical fallacy. The word "universe" means "everything that exists." This entity clearly exists (or is postulated to), and therefore
by definition is part of the universe. Yet it is held to be outside the bonds of the laws of nature than bind everything else in the universe. This is a low-octane version of the religious argument, and it falls prey to the same weakness: it raises more questions than it answers.
But trying to understand the big bang and origin of the universe has been like a study of accidents set into motion by yet more accidents. A quantum fluctuation is like the probability that a universe will just explode into existence for no apparent reason.
The reason is:
it can. In an infinite space-time continuum,
anything that can happen can happen. Duh?
Yet, in all of this entropy, chaos, chance and accidentalism, the laws of physics, and the physics constants, are very orderly and will exist forever. In that sense there is evidence for design and purpose.
No. We've already figured out that the universe could not have sprung into existence if its laws and constants were not just so, because other slightly different parameters could not have coalesced into a Big Bang. There may be other combinations of laws and constants that could result in the appearance of a universe, but since we barely understand our own, it's too early to postulate what an alternative might be like, without f=ma, pV=nRT, and yes even 1+1=2!
Perhaps every moment of every eon, somewhere in the space-time continuum a local phenomenon occurs in which other laws and constants come into existence, and it vanishes in an instant because it is not stable enough to take form.
So if one manages to pop into existence with natural laws that are astoundingly different from ours but they just happen to work so this new universe is as stable as ours... well it could very easily be a googol light-years away and a googol millennia in the past or future, so there is no way we could ever detect its existence.