What evidence do you have?
I find a rational worldview to be not only superior to one based on faith, but necessary to survival. I don't know where you get the despair from it.
The Shroud of Turin, is clear evidence.
We disagree, Atheism is hopelessness and despair to me, and not to you. So be it.
Knowing how I feel about it, why would you try to bring me into your world view of hopelessness and despair, from my perspective?