..."interesting...seeing through the double-bind of contemplating the self in order to transcend the self is just what the Buddha ordered"
well, spidegoat, i dont WANt to trasncend the 'self' cause therer is no 'self' to transcend, what i feel i is like is a dynamic being of changing feelings and moods and emotions. and i don't take orders, even from a 'Buddha'...
"Yes, samsara and nirvana are the same, advanced Buddhists would ckowledge this, but not the striggling students for whom such a statement could serve as an excuse to quit before they realized in more than just an itellectual way"
I would find that patronizing. the idea of others imagining themselves to be more 'advanced' than me, and not spillin the beans (tellin the truth)...i would feel patronized and pissed off. Also, who is needing who is a question not usually asked within the confines of this belief system. sure you agree that for the 'advanced' ones to FEEL 'advanced' the NEED those they believe are NOT advanced, no? and whose getting the money is a question i often ask, when i study institutions!
"If the ways described by Eastern philosophies don't suit you, by all means do something else"
hehe..i AM doing, i am challenging you.
"Perhaps all enlightenment is-an alternative but stable balance of brain chemistry"
that -in a sinister way-sounds like what our pharmacratic western paradigm demands--a 'stable balanced brain chemistry'...ie., the dictate what the 'norm' should be. I am afraid i have lately been looking more closely at this ocrelation. for example, in our culture if you are considered to be not-right, 'mentally ill', they will give you 'medication' that messes with brain chemistry and atrophies emotions. well, when i think of rows of stone-buddhas passin their lives away, of no threat to an oppressive system, i see a connection i am afraid. you saying that reminded me of this
Ihad said: For as Alan knew it means really feeling what you feel as an ordinary person would
"Yes, but with ordinary person it doesn't stop there, we obsess with the past and future, we fear things that aren't there, we fear death. Even if we are happy, we are concerned with holding onto that experiences in pictures, with accumulating happy experiences like vacations, even if the past has no reality in the present..."
hmmmmm, yip. that's being HUMAN. being what you IS. but you see when belief systems like Buddhism come along, all of a sudden you must be 'guilty' to feel human and spean time and effort trying to become 'above-ordinary'. i am staying with the ordinary people, they dont make a fuss about it, and are real.
"If you are not concerned about our increasing dissatisfaction with ordinary life, then there is really nothing to compell you to get to the bottom of it."
please dont feel my feelings. my PASSION is exploring the depthlessness...this creative amazing happening. of course i am not insenstive, i can see the horrors of the conflict between humans in the world. i just dont think Buddhism has been or will be the answer. It has become rigid dogma like other belief systems
And about analogizing enlightenment with Kung Fu. some people can dance--i am a natrual mover--and some may not look so good. dont batter THEM.