I Lost My Way.

Enmos said:
The humans found out my game and are pestering me over it.. look here: http://www.sciforums.com/showthread.php?t=82252

What do we do ?
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Damnit, not to worry we will continue with opperation "put stupid assholes in-charge" before long the worlds super powers will be killing each other on the orders of our self destructive presidential drones. the george bush model 1.0a was the best prototype as of yet. Just wait until the obama model is in power, then they will piss iran off so much it will cause there own demise.

How is the soviet regeneration plan comming along Enmos?, will they be opperational in time?.

peace.
 
EmptyForceOfChi said:
Damnit, not to worry we will continue with opperation "put stupid assholes in-charge" before long the worlds super powers will be killing each other on the orders of our self destructive presidential drones. the george bush model 1.0a was the best prototype as of yet. Just wait until the obama model is in power, then they will piss iran off so much it will cause there own demise.

How is the soviet regeneration plan comming along Enmos?, will they be opperational in time?.

peace.
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There has been some trouble, the Soviet Union was pretty smashed up.
A lot of work still has to be done, but I am confident it will be back in place in time.
I have recently sent one of my best recruits to join my forces there, he goes by the alias Draqon. Conmaster extraordinaire.
 
Enmos said:
There has been some trouble, the Soviet Union was pretty smashed up.
A lot of work still has to be done, but I am confident it will be back in place in time.
I have recently sent one of my best recruits to join my forces there, he goes by the alias Draqon. Conmaster extraordinaire.
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Good work Enmos, but make sure Draqon stays off the Red wine he F****D up the cold war last time because of that stuff, make sure he sticks to the green tea this time.


peace.
 
EmptyForceOfChi said:
Good work Enmos, but make sure Draqon stays off the Red wine he F****D up the cold war last time because of that stuff, make sure he sticks to the green tea this time.

peace.
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I have some business to attend to in Cuba (don't ask), I'll be in touch.

PS
I'll see if I can free up Draqon next Friday so he can attend our secret meeting with Mahmūd Ahmadinejād.
 
EmptyForceOfChi said:
The back alley behind pizza hut as usual?.


peace.
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Of course.

By the way, in you absence I found two powerful new allies.
You may have heard of them, they are Shi and Skaught.
Both are located in your region, you might want to chat up with them :)

Got to catch that plane now. Next transmission tomorrow ?
 
Enmos said:
Of course.

By the way, in you absence I found two powerful new allies.
You may have heard of them, they are Shi and Skaught.
Both are located in your region, you might want to chat up with them :)

Got to catch that plane now. Next transmission tomorrow ?
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damn, I missed your departure of mother earth, my new breeding subject called and needed advice, I mean my loving partner. I shall look out for these brave 2 soldiers of the cause.


peace.
 
EmptyForceOfChi said:
I don't exactly remember when, time became a blur I fell off the path I was following. I became hostile and insecure within my self, wonder turned to boredom, love turned to hate, joy turned to depression, hope and enlightenment were gone. I failed everybody, trust turned to jelousy as I transformed into a bitter dark individual. I started to inflict fear naturaly on those who loved me, evrything I once was just vanished as I was blinded by selfishness and evil. First to be taken from me was my own understanding of dao, then my partner and child, followed by my proffession, then gradualy friends. I seemed to live outside of times bubble just staying in a state of eerie darkness wile everything past me by. I awoke from this state mentaly finding myself already in the company and relation of a beautiful angel like being. She showed me love I punished her for it, she showed me god I rejected it, She showed me hope I killed it, She showed me compassion I cast it aside, she showed me trust I judged it and threw it away. Then she showed me our twin children who will soon walk the earth given grace. I stopped and realised who i had become.


If I ruin this I am truley not worthy of greatness, I gave myself to god asking him to purge the evil cloud that was inside me, no change was permanent. I gave myself to allah who was the same god with still no answers. I turned to Ch'an Buddhism which taught me nothing, I looked up and asked the universe what is wrong with me, and it just continued to exist without speaking. I saw my own hate for god inside me, I hated that he didn't exist to me. Then I realised after all of my former teachings I had once been taught, by my master and by life itself I still knew nothing of who I was or what existence was. I realise that no teachings could solve my problems as I needed proof of everything, My eyes needed to see to believe, I had no faith in anything I was scared to lose things I had Aquired in this life, mostly people. I needed an answer that was proven.


I was outside sitting on the grass in the sun, I looked around then I looked up and laughed. Thinking to myself that nothing makes sense "how can anything exist there should be complete nothingness, how can god exist to create anything in the first place, everything is too perfect look how everything compliments each other." Whats the meaning of life? then it hit me the answer is the question itself, the meaning of life is life itself. existence is the meaning, I was too busy caught up with the minor details and changing of events that i forgot to look at life in its entire form, now when i look at someting i dont think whats the reason for its existence, I just smile at it and embrace it as part of me.


I did a full circle of searching and ended up in the exact same position i was in years ago as a humble daoist. I found dao, it wasnt hiding mysteriously in riddles, questions and answers. I was dao all along. without thinking i understood, without searching i found, without doing i done it.


now i can go back to being an asshole and making fun of everything, because life is a joke and i find it funny again.



peace.
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Embrace Islam!

The secret to happiness and contentment in life is to know yourself, the secrets to happiness are all within us, locked away. Money, material possessions, flash cars, chasing recognition, respect and hairy vaginas, all these things destroy us. The strong forge their own destinies, the weak are prisoners to their base desires and will never find happiness.

Hope you have been well geeza.
 
Ghost_007 said:
Embrace Islam!

The secret to happiness and contentment in life is to know yourself, the secrets to happiness are all within us, locked away. Money, material possessions, flash cars, chasing recognition, respect and hairy vaginas, all these things destroy us. The strong forge their own destinies, the weak are prisoners to their base desires and will never find happiness.

Hope you have been well geeza.
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Im fine :), I have been going to mosque lately quite alot actualy, but im still daoist.


peace.
 
Ghost_007 said:
Are you familiar with the teachings of the Sufis?
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Im not versed in islam in much depth, I go to church and temple as much as I go to mosque.

I mainly just read the quran before meditations I have been studying the bible and quran side by side and am mainly focusing on there simularities. and have come to the conclusion that the Quran is a correction of the bibles faults.


peace.
 
EmptyForceOfChi said:
Im not versed in islam in much depth, I go to church and temple as much as I go to mosque.

I mainly just read the quran before meditations I have been studying the bible and quran side by side and am mainly focusing on there simularities. and have come to the conclusion that the Quran is a correction of the bibles faults.


peace.
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That’s cool. All religions, at their core teach the importance of knowing about yourself, to reflect, meditate that is the secret to spiritual harmony and happiness, one should not get too sidetracked by religious rituals and whatnot, people should live, feel and breathe religion, not just go through the motions.

A quote from Rumi, a well known Sufi:

"I went to a Church to find
God and He wasn't there.
I went to a Synagogue to find God
and He wasn't there.
I went to Mosque to find God and
He wasn't there.
I went into my heart and He was there".
 
Ghost_007 said:
All religions, at their core teach the importance of knowing about yourself...

"I went to Mosque to find God and
He wasn't there.
I went into my heart and He was there".
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So whats your goal...to know yourself or to find God?
 
Ghost_007 said:
That’s cool. All religions, at their core teach the importance of knowing about yourself, to reflect, meditate that is the secret to spiritual harmony and happiness, one should not get too sidetracked by religious rituals and whatnot, people should live, feel and breathe religion, not just go through the motions.

A quote from Rumi, a well known Sufi:

"I went to a Church to find
God and He wasn't there.
I went to a Synagogue to find God
and He wasn't there.
I went to Mosque to find God and
He wasn't there.
I went into my heart and He was there".
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I have heard that before but with different wording, I like going to all types of holy places of worship, most of them welcome me knowing I am daoist but they think im slightly strange because I drift freely among them all. I try to get them to recognise eachother as brothers. I have most difficulties in jewish places of worship and some muslim, I find that muslims try to convert me fully and speak as if I should only go mosque, the jews are 95% of the time just judgemental and dont like me there knowing im not jewish, pentecostals are a little strange and seem a little confused and disturbing.

Im happy just drifting and going to wherever my mood takes me =].



peace.
 
I just drift along, not really caring about who's who or what peoples religions are. I just try to stay in harmony with the earth and those living on it with me.
 
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